I prayed to God that I want to join the conference and it was an answered prayer. This Unashamed conference with Youth Prophetic and Apostolic Institute was held in Good News Church in Lucena City. ‘Twas a 5-day conference. Kasama ko kapatid ko (Joshua), Nok-nok, Paul, Jean, Jho, Kristelle, Kuya Noel, and Dennis.
There were so many painful things happened in my life and I was seeking for God’s direction. I was thinking to quit job. I was struggling with relationships. I knew from the very start that God has big plan in my life but I was lost in the plan. Until this conference came. God reminded me the dreams He gave me and He said He heard all the prayers I uttered before. He said all of my tears were not wasted.
God gave me an impression that He is really calling me for missions, which is my dream ever since I was young. I had a vision I will go to an “unreached” country where the love of God is not yet heard. I believe it is my calling and it is what God wants me to do and I believe God is the One who will make a way to fulfill it. Nung una, ayoko talaga mag-evangelize. Gusto ko na umuwi kasi naiisip ko hindi ako mag-eenjoy. Pero nung andun na ako, sobrang nagenjoy ako at na-feel ko na yun talaga ang gusto ng God na gawin ko sa lahat ng oras na ilalagi ko dito sa mundo. It felt like heaven.Feeling ko ako na ang second Rachel Joy Scott.
I declare I will be able to make right decisions in life and walk at my talk. I also declare that I will continue to seek God’s face all the days of my life. Tama yung sabi sa presbytery, madami akong magiging struggles sa pagiging missionary. I pray for God’s strength and protection for evangelists as we double our time to share the love of God. Christians are meant to die for JESUS.
